Call Us Now

Call Us Now


by SAI Admin

25 June, 2018

The sky was dark. Rain was falling hard on the ground. And if someone was present and watching, they would’ve seen a girl of 14 standing in the rain and searching.

Every other morning there was not much you would’ve seen even if you would’ve observed me carefully. I am a simple, boring nerd, who is clearly not fun to be around. Every morning i do the same thing, follow the same routine, think about the same thing and be the same girl. But not today. No, i wasn’t studying today in the morning, i wasn’t hunched over my science books or solving mathematics, i wasn’t thinking about my career and i was clearly not the same girl.

No. I was just sitting on the terrace and thinking. I was grief stricken. I was lonely. I was annoyed. I was angry. I was scared. There had been a rush through a life. My mate. My friend. My enemy. My lover. My hater. My love. My heart. My summer. My winter. Had left. A petal from the flower of my life had fallen. Should i be sad? I didn’t know. Should i be angry? I didn’t know. i didn’t know anymore who i was. Who i will be. Presumably not one but two petals had fallen off my flower. My eyes had been crying the whole night. But i wasn’t crying anymore. The tears were frozen and stuck to my face. It had been a clear day in the morning. Maybe i had been sitting there for 18 hours. As the evening descended, it brought wind and rain. And as i was sitting/crying/thinking, something happened. Something had happened to my friend. I wanted to know what. So just like that i ran downstairs and out of the building and towards the field. Barefoot i ran, the wind racing against me and the rain falling on me. Anf as i reached the right place, i started searching. Searching for my faults. Searching for errors. Searching for memories.